I am deleting this blog…….. or i will do soon, or it may just stay dead….
if anyone would like to follow my new one
http://neverloveyouless.tumblr.com/
There is the link :)
It’s going to be a more public blog, as it’s going to be connected to my facebook account.
Hope you decide to follow :D
I am deleting this blog……..
if anyone would like to follow my new one
http://neverloveyouless.tumblr.com/
There is the link :)
It’s going to be a more public blog, as it’s going to be connected to my facebook account.
Hope you decide to follow :D
xXx
Oh my god.
On facebook I posted a link to an article which made me laugh about the side affects of being pregnant.
Which has now started a debate with two other pregnant people (after she re posted it from me) saying that she should stop her moaning and be thankful she has a healthy child etc. Are pregnant women not allowed a sense of humour any more? Or if we complain that being sick ten times a day is not fun, that makes us lesser deserving to be pregnant than women who take it all on the chin while developing their little miracles?!
Seriously. It’s like people who think that by having a “natural” birth they are above those who have epidurals. No. That’s like saying to someone who has broken a leg their a pussy for wanting pain relief and they should man up!
If I personally want to feel a little bit sorry for myself because I feel really sick, I will. If I want to complain because I have heart burn that never goes away, I will. If I want to complain that if I lie down on my back, I feel like a turtle that has got stuck, I fucking well will. If I get slightly annoyed when people I don’t know want to rub my tummy, then excuse me I must be strange not wanting strangers to touch me!
Does this mean I do not appreciate my healthy baby growing inside me? No!!! Do I smile every time I feel him/her move? Yes!! But do I look forward to no longer being pregnant? Hell yeah!
If you love every aspect of being pregnant, especially if you’ve had morning sickness badly, then my god you must be super woman. But that does not mean you appreciate you’re little sprog more than I do! It probably just means you prefer to suffer in silence, which I find just makes me bitter.
The article is meant to make you laugh, not fuel hate! She does not take drugs/smoke/drink, she is not harming her baby, she is simply venting how she feels in a funny way! So leave her and all other mums to be who like to have a little moan and a laugh alone!
Think I may have just killed my mum. I text her saying me and Russ are in the process of planning a church wedding! Think she may be in shock. Seeing as I always said I never wanted a church wedding, lol.
We are hoping to get married late July, early August 2013 :) and just thinking about it is giving me butterflies.
It’s really important to me to get married now. I used to never see the point. But I do now, completely. “you don’t need a piece of paper to confirm you’re commitment” no you don’t, but who would not want a day to celebrate how much they love someone? And to be honest it will be the cement for our little family :-).
Somebody made me laugh, just after I had a mouthful of coke. The bubbles went up the wrong way. So as if choking, laughing and coughing at the same time is not glamorous enough, all the strain made me pee myself (a little bit!!)
Now it’s like a gamble whether I am going to fart or pee myself when I laugh!! And I have no control of either!
The joy of pregnancy!!
xxx
Going to see Russell Howard next month in Bath :)
Slightly tempted to make a tshirt with “Russell is the daddy” on. Haha.
xxx
I feel like I am craving a can of red bull?
Not pregnancy craving though. Just a craving of high caffiene to wake me up and help me through the day. It’s 1pm and I’m struggling to stay awake. I’ve been to the doctors, where I spent 2 hours with one of the people I look after this morning. Now I’m waiting a few minutes before going to 3 hours worth of fire safety training :(. I have been up since 7am, and I have to supervise the dance class this evening. I don’t finish work until 9pm! I honestly don’t know how I am going to last this long? I have not been this tired since I was newly pregnant! Maybe as I’m approaching my third trimester the tiredness is setting in again (yay!).
I won’t drink a can of red bull, don’t worry. I know caffeine is not good for either me or baby, especially in high amounts… but I wish I had a little buzz to keep me going, or that I could have a nap.
I wish I had smaller boobs.
Mine are already MASSIVE, and today the horrible shooting growing pains have started running through my boobs again. They could increase by another 3 cup sizes yet! And I’m already verging on a F!!
I hope to finish work in April at some point, I have a meeting tomorrow to discuss dates! I have five weeks annual leave to take before my maternity leave starts aswell :D but I am not sure if I can take the whole chunk of annual leave together, but we shall see.
I’m also beginning to look into planning our wedding, and I can’t help smiling knowing that our baby will be there, either dressed as a bridesmaid or a little paigeboy. For some reason I can’t help thinking this baby will be a girl, mainly because I know she would have her daddy wrapped round her little finger from day one. There has not been a baby girl in the family since I was born! Maybe it’s time to even the numbers out? haha. I don’t know why but I imagine men melting more with their little girl, and just generally being more “thats my boy” with their son. If that makes any sense? Lol.
I actually do not know what is worse though, the pain of being in labour yourself, or the mental agony of watching someone you love being in so much pain and not being able to do anything to help? So I am actually beginning to feel sorry for Russ, and thinking that I would rather be in that much agony than have to watch him in that much agony. Although I go through days when sometimes I am terrified of the thought of labour, and other days I can’t wait to go through it, just so I can hold my baby at the end :), and finally find out if I get to buy a little dress or a little tux for our wedding :D.
2012 is going to be the best year yet, and 2013 will be the icing on the wedding cake! :D x
